My love life as a teenager.

      
I never thought that I want a relationship in my life when I was a teen.
I know, sounds crazy ha?
But I always wanted to be independent.I wanted to do what I want as I want just after I get the feeling of doing something.I didn't want to listen to someone.Or to adjust. I.I 've heard that to have a good relationship you should devote and dedicate.I didn't like such a thing at all.

"WHY SHOULD I?"I thought.

"I never 'll offer anything more to any male than friendship."

That's me being a wieder teenager.
But I knew that I have to go against my policy one day too.

  Until that day my intention was to enjoy my life as much as free as I can.I don't know how to express what Freedom means to me.But I'm quiet sure it is something that way beyond the meaning of freedom.I was afraid that I 'll have to adjust my life as he wants.Because no matter how much the society tells you that "Everybody treat equally", the world is still with male dominance.

   At the same time there was another reason that I had no interest to have a relationship.'MY FRIENDS' LOVE LIFES' which I figured only based on the attraction or some king of a benefit to some party later. I knew how many friends of mine suffered because of this love .I knew how much of a pain they had to bear after such relationships.Not even girls, boys too after they refuse devote and dedicate or to adjust to some situations.

  I saw how hard it is to recover from a heart break.Specially mentally and socially.I saw how much of a courage they needed to face the reality and the society."I don't want to suffer my life that much,because of  an outsider"I thought. 

 Because I used to be someone who never thought serious in my life and afraid to get sad.So what I did was skip things which I thought hurt my feeling.I feel bad very rarely.So there were few to skip.one was love.

     When I look back to my teen age I realize that I also was expecting a true and deep love which I'm receiving now.And it was very rare to find that time.It seemed as all the lover back then were cheaters.
 But now I know that it's because in the years we spend as teenagers. Many among us didn't have the real feeling about the depth of love.But I couldn't figured  what's wrong with love that time,I only saw it's something teens have had to get some dates and to get a bit of popularity or some kind of a benefit receive by the both parties.

   But the love stories I've watched in on movies and the books I've read seemed to have a more depth than Love I saw around.It was all fancy and I didn't want such a relationship.Sometimes I thought kind of love that shown in movies and in books, won't work in real life but after I heard the love story f my Grand parents which my granny told me,I was quiet sure that those movie loves work for real too.

 Because of  these reasons I didn't go for love in my teen age.So I was really don't want to have a relationship that time though it was also one of an important factor to survive in the society.
 Thank to my social qualities, it wasn't that hard to fill out that blank in public.And I 'm quiet happy about it.Because I enjoyed my life as a single very much that time.

10 ways to make your small apartment look bigger!

1.paint your walls and ceiling with light colours.

   Light colours help to get the enlarged look in space than dark colours. 

2.Use long curtains. 

    
   Long curtains hand from the lop of the wall 'll give your apartment a  bigger look .

3.Don't fill your apartment with lot of furniture.

  To make something look bigger,what you'll need is more and more free space.When you filled your apartment with unnecessary  furniture the free space in your apartment will be less and it make your apartment look small than usual.So try to keep almost wanted few pieces of furniture in your apartment.

4.  Furniture with exposed legs is key.

   

   Furniture with legs  will show some space under the furniture and that 'll make your space look big too.

5.  Make use of hidden storage and multipurpose items.

  
   With the use of this kind of technique you can reduce the amount of pieces of furniture in your apartment and will help you to get rid of lot of furniture which fill your apartment unnecessarily.
 

 http://inhabitat.com/nyc/10-transforming-furniture-designs-perfect-for-tiny-nyc-apartments/

6.Use long and narrow tables or storage racks.

 

   
 Lengthiness of these items will add a long look to your apartment.

7. Hang shelves near the ceiling to draw the eye upward.

  Drawing attention of your sight to the up will also make the space look lager.By hanging these types of shelves you can accomplish the above tip.

8. Use strip

 

  Lines or stripes also can draw the eye along them and make the look of taller and wider.horizontal lines will give you the appearance of wider look while vertical lines will give you the taller look.At the same time the thickness of the lines will also affect this.

9.hang mirrors.

 

                                                               

   The image made by the mirror will help you to appear more space in your apartment than it have.

10.Follow the cantaloupe rule.