All I want to do is get rid of that hurting past!

 Now all I want to do is forget my past. Not the whole past but a chapter of it. All the best memories. All the warm hugs. All  the lovely moments. I feel terrible. How can you forget a whole chapter in my life, just because you want to? All the happiness and love. Not only that sad too. Anger, fear humor and everything was there in that chapter. That chapter contained many sweet memories. So how could you forget such things? But no matter how it should be forgotten.

  You may also have such chapters in your life. It may the chapter you went wrong or may be the chapter you lost in or it may be the chapter you done most rightly or it may be the chapter you given up for the sake of some one else. To you it may be the sweetest chapter or may be the bitterest one in your book of life which may make you so worried and sad.

  It is the chapter makes your heart full of pain sometimes which make you feel that it’s so hard to bear. You miss that chapter so much. More than you can express. But you have no other choice you have to admit it. You may think that your heart has nowhere else left to hold another bit of pain. But the pain flows like river. You can’t stop. You have no sight of an end of the pain. You cry. You may scream. But the pain remains for the next day, exactly as it was yesterday. It’s the pain of love.

  No cure just the pain. No sign of a day it heel. Every day in your day to day routing you come across with situations which make you remind of that chapter you want to forget. It may when you wake up and look around your room. It may be when you on your way to your work. In the middle of a conversation you may remind some pages in that chapter. 

 It won’t have to be big situations it may be a small flower or a bird or a place. Present situations remind you, your past. It may be sweet or bitter you see everything inside your mind like movie.

  But, still you want to forget it.Becausse you know that memories cause you more pain. You may try to escape the situations which remind you that chapter. No relief from it. You still come across with such situations. Cause you also don’t know what exactly to escape from. Because your list of “escape from” won’t end. But you still want to forget that chapter.

  Remember a book is not complete without one chapter. You can’t understand the story of that book without reading that missing chapter. The story you read won’t be complete without that chapter. The chapter you are dying to forget is also the same. Your life is incomplete with that chapter. In a book, If you try to remove the pages belong to particular chapter in the middle of that book, the whole book get destroyed.

  Most important thing is to keep in mind is that each and every chapter in a book is there for a reason. It’s there, to make the bridge the previous and next chapter. In the book of life it is the same. You can’t remove one chapter completely from you life. If you are trying to do so, you’ll face for your destruction. 

 At the same time it is in your life for a reason. It’ll behave as bridge to a better future. Today you won’t deny it but one day you‘ll understand that chapter was there for your good.

  What I want to say in this blog is that you can’t undo any chapter in you life. You can’t forget all the sweet or bitter memories in there. But you can struggle with it. You can turn yourself to love it instead of trying to forget. It may be the worst most ashamed or may be the sweetest period of your life which you missed a lot. Admit the truth and happy for that period. No matter what that period gave to your life, sweetness or bitterness, learn lessons from it. 

 

Take guidance to your life from it. If it is sweet memories that chapter and be happy about your past but make sure directly come to the present without comparing you past and the present. Keep in mind that life always has up and downs. It’s not when you down to be fear of. It when you are up. Because if you are up, down is closing to you. Be happy you are near to an up. 

  So try to change things. be courageous. Don’t give up. Take the guidance from your past and make yourself stronger and stronger to face for your future. Then there’ll be no one can stand against your way. Show to the world how strong you are and what a simple is the past is. Show them that there’s lot better to come .Because when something worst happens best comes stacked with it. So never let your past to control you. Let you control your past. That’s the way it work!